Whatever means whatever

Really

I don't know how my life will go

I hope it can go by what I mean but I know well

It can't

It will never be real in the world

Nowadays

I think about what should I do in this world

I couldn't get any answer

What should I do?

I don't know

I don't have any thinking in my mind

I have a feeling like I am frastrated

Who can help me on this

I know well I should concentrate in my academic

But my mind just like to fly here and there

I can't catch it back

I think I will become crazy later.